i was dying inside.......

i was dying inside
cldnt talk,
cldnt see
cldnt hear,
world looked more gloomy.
i was sick of me

i was dying inside.
no courage ,
no desire ,
no spirit ,
only melancholy and pain ,
i was searching mental peace.

i was dying inside .
love,
sorrow,
pain ,
never ending emotional slavery
i was looking independence

i was dying inside .
tears
memories
emotions
i wanted halt over feeling of guilt
i was dying inside ..........