Break-up(s)

One of the worst human emotion is emotion aroused after break-up phase. When suddenly one realises that his other half is no-longer to him, that feeling of being alone is really stupid. In this post I try to pen down some of events happening to me  these days.

How come every bollywood song starts making sense ? Tum the ya tha koi ujali kiran ..tum the kya kali koi muskayee thee . and suddenly I see her face smiling and she turns literally into a 'kali' and suddenly disappears. Woha ! Is this too much 'old-monk rum ' ? or I  have literally being mad.

That stupid little hope in some corner of mind. Lot of day-dreaming , its not over yet . She is meant for me . We had seen so many dreams that stupid heart to heart connection . Crazy !!

Suddenly she is the most beautiful girl in the world. Off course , she was beautiful but what happened to u dude when she was with u ? Where did that` beauty disappear ? Did u have time to appreciate that beauty .. and now suddenly nothing but her beauty only matters . So stupid !

Sleep .. Sleep .. Sleep .! Give me some sleep . This 'old-monk' is also not effective.

How can she forget me so soon ? :( That stupid feeling . I know I am not as great as her new fiance . I ddid nt care for small things. She didnt feel protected with me ... I left her in mid way and what not !! But still some part of me loved her .. that true love .

That stupid feeling , now she is no more concern about me :( Whether I am happy or sad. Oh come-on I need u .

Did I leave any impact on her ? Will she ever think about me .. that there was some crazy person , who was just sole crazy , nothing more nothing less .

And then this stupid song from Ayo  ringing again and again in my ears :(

Down on my knees, I'm begging you, Down on my knees, I'm begging you, Down on my knees, I'm begging you, Please, please don't leave me

Don't leave me, I'm begging, I love you, I need you, I'm dying, I'm crying, I'm begging,
Please love me
I love you, I love you, I'm begging, please love me, I'm begging, I'm begging, Please don't leave me, no, no, no, no, no

Down on my knees, I'm begging you...

Commandant of Happy life

1. Be Kind. Whatever U are today , its sacrifice of others. You are just lucky enough ,nothing more. Miserable ones are not so fortunate. So be kind to everyone.

2. Give/donate/share . Its not simple arithmetic ,its very complex.  More u give more it comes.

3. Small things matter. Happiness is not in earning 100000 millions or being president of USA. Happiness lies in small things , in sunrise , natural fresh breeze, beautiful face, fragrant, smile :) .

4. Family is everything. In the end its parents and sibling who will be with u albeit all your nuisance.

5.Jealousy, Where the fuck is time ? The most creative persons are the ones who shine together.

6. Live , If not now then when? Follow your dreams. Work hard. Exercise. Drink Water. Travel. Smile. Laugh.

7. Fear , what is that ? The most successful people are the ones who have jumped into well of unknown without a second thought.

8. Keep promises , it hurts. If you cant do it , don't say it . Most stupid thing is to give others false hope.

9. Be Original , Be yourself . If you are not yourself then who the hell are you ? No need to pre-tense , no-one except few cares for you.

10. Empathy. Walk into shoes of others. Before judging others , understand why he is doing same.